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Wed, 26 May 2004 15:18:50 GMT

get rid of this one and add: letsxfirexitxup

im out

fireworks or lightning??

Sat, 22 May 2004 01:52:33 GMT

there is a noise and i don;t know what the hell it is... as faras i can tell ther eis no special occasion to warrant fireworks... gaa what the hell is it...

also trying to figure out tomorrrrrow.

um... yeah so i guess that is all for now kiddos... sorry i am neither poignant nor entertaining...

rock.lobster.

Fri, 21 May 2004 06:24:51 GMT

next time it will kick more ass

uhhhh yeah so much for a printer not being a p.o.s. and now that stupid yellow light has been blinking on the damn thing and i can see it even though i am not looking at that damn printer and it is bugging the SHIT out of me...

and another thing. kim you kick ass for wearing those shoes... i mean you are asian and everything but you def. rocked the cock out of those things.

being tired is wack.

oh geez. man my brain sucks right now.. i am wanting to type but i can't think of anything... ohhh here it is.
JUST BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO DATE YOU DOES NOT GIVE YOU OR YOUR STUCK UP FRIENDS THE RIGHT TO BLOW ME OFF. I OBVIOUSLY CAN'T SUCK THAT MUCH IN THE FIRST PLACE IF YOU WANT THIS HOT ASS, SO WHY NOT MAN UP AND ACCEPT THE FACT THAT YOU GOT BURNED AND GET OVER IT. AND BY GET OVER IT I DO NOT MEAN ACT LIKE A 2 YEAR OLD. CHANCES ARE YOU PROBABLY BLEW WHATEVER CHANCE YOU DID HAVE BY BEING A DICK. AND FOR THE RECORD, IF YOU LIKE SOMEONE YOU MIGHT WANT TO THINK ABOUT DISCLOSING THAT INFORMATION TO THE AFOREMENTIONED PARTY, THAT WAY YOU DON'T LOOK LIKE AN ASS WHEN YOUR FRIENDS TELL THE "PARTY" THAT YOU ARE DATING HER AND SHE LAUGHS AND SAYS "NOT TO MY KNOWLEDGE".. WHICH IS WHAT PROBABLY PISSED YOU OFF ON THE FIRST PLACE.
I MAY HAVE FEMALE INTUITION, BUT I AM NOT A MIND READER,SO YOU AND YOUR NOT-SO-HARDCORE FRIENDS SHOULD GET A LIFE.

and with that ladies and gentle spoons i am off to bed.
sweet dreams to my lovlies.

and for the record- joshua james hickey made me smile today, so i don't hate him (for now).

when is the rain coming

Tue, 18 May 2004 06:10:01 GMT

i really wanna take my car to the carwash.. but i refuse to do so before it rains... its been 80 degrees for 2 weeks now, and still no effing rain... somethings gotta give

tomorrow is going to suck BALLS
i wish kim was never coming home.. i hate rice HAHAHAHA

also happy birthday to paulsy... wish things were better... like this time last year... but everything happens for a reason
ps 80's night will rule your cock like that wrinkly dominatrix i saw on jerry this morning

godiva white chocolate and raspberry ice scream is bangin

from autumn to ashes sunday. rock.
new schedules sat. for wes... 10am to 6 pm.. meaning saturday nights wikk rock your cock like the wrinly dominatrx i saw on jerry this morning

and mental note... must make out with my mexican boyfriend before i die... hollllla

oh yeah and thank god for spaghetti night at my house

alright turds... long day of WORK ahead of me tomorrrrrow... i'm out

no more bitching

Sun, 16 May 2004 06:13:50 GMT

maaaaan it seems like the only time i ever write in this thing is when i am pissed off or wasted...

i think it must have something to do with the fact that work reallllly does steal your soul.

so i have decided that i am hitch-hiking to hawaii, or some other island ( which will ultimately mean hitch- swimming at some point) and bulding a house out of sticks and shit. well not shit litterally, but maybe some clay like substance.
and i will drink out of coconuts and have a pet monkey...
because i have determined that working is gay, i want to homeless, and if i were to be homeless i would want to be homeless on the beach.

and with that said- do i have any takers???

just kidddddddding... i kiiiid i kiiiiiid

this week should be bursting with hottness tho...

i guess nothing else realllllly to say... but man my drunken entries are funnny... i hope i only tyoe like that and not talk like that...

(note to self) you are single and owe nothing to anyone especially those so underserving of your time and energy.
untill they are ready to prove otherwise allll bets are off...

waiting to kick this summer of riiiight...
peace out girl scout(s) ha

un-fucking-believable

Sat, 15 May 2004 05:29:15 GMT

so after an awesome day chock full of sun, sand, subway, crab golf, scrapple,lost shoes, and waves ha my good mood is ruined again by the one person i feel like i should be able to count on to lift me up

is it that fucking hard to just be nice.

i would have gladly continued my wonderful day into a drunken evening had it not been for previous arrangements and lo and behold i get shit on AGAIN.

and so you walk in my back door 10 minutes to 12... and expect me to be excited that i wasted the one night i have where i don't have to be up the next morning. wrong
and then when i tell you i am a little annoyed because i could have been doing something else you think its alright to say to me " well next time you should just go"
wrong... just because thats how you would treat me in the same situation... piece of shit that you are...
so then since it doesn't matter anyway i tell you its cool if you just leave now... and you ignore my suggestion... wrong again

so you eat my food
watch my tv
and all is well until you undermind/ berate me yet again
well at least you were listening when i told you to get the fuck out of my house.

and aside from that, i am speechless.
so unless you are sorry, like we all already know you are, don't even bother wasting your breath, or anymore of your time.

i'm certainly tired of wasting mine

and on that note, i thank all of you who made my day.
and to the one who continues to ruin them- fuck you

night all- i'm out

colt 45

Fri, 14 May 2004 05:41:20 GMT

dear diary
angie decided that because there was no high life that colt 45 would be an equivalent.
i discovered a new drink today. it is called colt 45.
its not as scary as steel reserve... but it is fun. i feel ready to wrestle some street bums. and i like toilet paper. the best things in life are free.... i know that line is in a song or something... and i am skipping work to go to the beach tomorrow.. maybe i will burn in hell for being an asshole.. but at least i will not have wasted my youth

and also... i am single ... in case nobidy knew this or because of the fact that i have a freakishly close relationship with my ex.... I AM SINGLE

i love:
surfers, colt 45, erin, ginny, guitar, highg life, pepper, beach, livejournal, kim even tho she is azn HAHAHAHAHAHahA, family guy, miller light, token black people, toilet paper, norfolk, i have to pee i love you gooooood night

99 bottles

Tue, 11 May 2004 05:40:19 GMT

for some reason that song is in my head
...

man i reallly have nothing to say these days... i think be so young and working so much has killed my spirit... well at least taken some of it... i'm just so blah about everything

see nothing new to say...

umm check out the band "brazil"

hotness... much love and happy birthday... TO YOUR MOM hahaha fooled ya.
peas

fire it up

Mon, 10 May 2004 04:55:23 GMT

mmmmkay... skipping work wed. ( well going in late) 2 points added to my already existing 2 points

skipping work alll day tuesday may 18th ( if my shift is not picked up). another 4 points
totaling 8 which means a PIN

yay.

hahah fuck work
for real.

not a damn thing to say but fuck.

oh yeah and this summer thing better kick ass
i'm out

i like spaghetti

Tue, 04 May 2004 05:40:59 GMT

i really do.

and so spaghetti... you are the shit.
thank you so much for being you... and cheese bread you are pretty fucking awesome in your own right.

and so much ofr my ode to leftover dinner.. ha

i need to get to a beach and with a quickness

sleep is good.

but not as good as spaghetti and cheese bread

i'm out

mmmmm dolphins

Mon, 03 May 2004 05:26:30 GMT

well summer is approaching fullllllll speed ahead captain
can't wait for the beach and the drink and the ASIAN
and who gives a fuck if the water icold... its va.. its always cold... rain??? "apparently" THAT doesn't matter either... we va bitches are haaaaard..
HAHAHHAA

what is coming up... cinco de mayo - check
uhhh well shit.... more apartment( or "place" as erin would say) hunting- check

damn dude i knew i forgot something..oh yeah FUCKING WORK

twat ever... slowly but surely the peeps are trickling back into my general vacinity so it will be hot... and "rockin"..

man what would i do with out alllll these assholes???

GINNNNY PETERSON PLAN A DAY WHEN YOU WILL COME HERE AND I WILL GET OFF WORK JUST SO I CAN DO YOU FOR LUNCH>>> I MEAN DO LUNCH WITH YOUHAHAHAHahHA

mwah

i'm out much love

...

Sun, 25 Apr 2004 19:37:20 GMT

things that suck.
work
no ginny peterson
being in debt to my parents
work
not drinking
trying to find work even though you hate it
looking for houses
shitty weather
boys named josh hickey
boys with any nome for that matter

things that don't suck too much.
buying cd's
listening to them
over and over.
eating food
getting paid for doing nothing at work
having big boobies so that you can do nothing at work and not get in trouble because all of your bosses are pervs.

the fact that everyone will be coming home soon

i'm out

fuck rain

Sat, 24 Apr 2004 14:30:11 GMT

hi.
fuck rain fuck pennsylvania. fuck hawaiian tropic girls and fuck being underrated.
fuck people who don't work fuck crackheads.
fuck old people and fatty's
fuck " i tried to call"
ehhh fuck bitch ass receptionists who are going to get fired for being rude ass fuckfaces.
fuck trying to find a house i want a fucking box
fuck another job... io already have two that i want nothing to do with

damn that was sweet

Wed, 21 Apr 2004 16:38:24 GMT

refering to spring weekend.

random naked dudes
victory laps in the fountain
driving halfway to the middle of nowhere- then turning around
"there's a fire- you have to sleep on the floor!!!"
fat man in a little car
a 5 hour trip to farmvegas- 2 hours home
"we peed with the band" HAHAHAahHAah
hampsters
cocaine- HA
altoids not chewing tobacco
KATIE FUCKING HANSEN- go figure
"dogs can do some pretty amazing shit" ha
that and much more- always a good time i love my friends

meanwhile- HATING WORK
gotta get ready for that now
much love

day one over

Sat, 17 Apr 2004 12:45:18 GMT

yeah so i am here at the wood
good times
one question though why the fuck am i up this early
and holy hell why do i not feel like shit
and geeeez louise hrry the fuck up erin i am hungry..hah meanwhil its only like 9 in the morning hhaha
hahah i am typing like an asshoel all slow and shit and i am having to concentrate realllllly hard on typing the right thing... this prolly means i am going back to sleeep
yay erin is on teh way...man i need to take a shit
hhahah not likely maybe i will shower

still alive

Wed, 07 Apr 2004 15:13:46 GMT

i am good unfortunately the computer still isn't... sucks
but i work a lot now anyway so twat ever..
umm

not much changed.

the little agreement i have with josh is going okay...

my mexican boyfriend apparently only apreciates females with color, so i must carry my ass back to the tanning bed. HA

jk

PS GINNNNNNNY PETERSON I MISS YOU

and btw i can't tell for the life of me who that fucker is in the picture with the boobies shirt.. and i swear to god if it is willard i will hurl
someone tell me who the hell that is

meanwhile... spring weekend options... if everything works out with me getting time off from west...looking at a friday - sunday deal
1. ask parents if i can drive.
2. if not take a bus up there.. and then find a ride home
3. rely on the overwhelming generosity of MY FRIENDS WHO LOVE AND MISS ME DEARLY AND WANT NOTHING MORE THAN TO SEE ME TO FIGURE SOMETHING OUT.. hint hint

ha erin... man i am glad your birthday was fun.. those are some raw ass pictures

so i gotta shower and get ready for work

holy shit

Wed, 31 Mar 2004 17:56:25 GMT

ha long time no type

update: i am working my ass off literally

i have probably made a bad decision concerning my relationship witha certain friend whose name rhymes with plosh.. but what the hell were young and dumb for sure and shit happens... you know we have made mistakes before so it woun't be the first time we fuck up.
i am a HOstess now at don blow's

still a little sick... 3 weeks and counting

spring weekend it up... BTW anyone wanna give me a ride???

ha

ummm erin's birthday tomorrow... its a shame i can't be there to decorate... so happy birthday wishes to my little april fool

ha HOLY SHIT THE SMOKE ALARM JUST WENT OFF AHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA MY EARS !!!!

much love

AHHH YOU GUYS

Fri, 26 Mar 2004 14:24:49 GMT

the damn computer is broken and shit so i just wanted to holler as it were... i miss you assholes and will get in touch as soon as i can

MWAH

it is cold

Mon, 22 Mar 2004 17:22:24 GMT

it is cold today
i am sick
i have to pee
i am also hungry
my ears are poping because i am sick
i need.. wait a minute... want to find some new music
i have to take a shower today. ha like i don't every day
i also have to go to target
but it is cold.
and i am sick.
and i do not want to work tonight until one in the morning because it will be in the 20's tonight.
and i am sick, so i suck at talking on the phone.
i miss my friends.
even the ones that are here.
but you know what- only a few more months and things will be better.
so i will be sick.
i will shower.
i will go to target.. and the bank.
and i will go to work.
because every day that i get up and do all of this stupid shit is another day closer to summer

much love

whew

Fri, 19 Mar 2004 19:54:55 GMT

now that everyone got a chance to read my drunken entry i will go ahead and lock that fucker up...
ha

anyway- it was good to get out. heh

my tolerance has gon way down and i have decided to do somethign about that... practice

i dunnno i think i should shower and pretend to get ready for work... you know how that is... fuck gay rules

ha i will holler later kiddies

yuck

Thu, 18 Mar 2004 18:15:52 GMT

damn everyone is in shitty moods... ugghh this is so raw... but sunner is coming and the beach AND moving on...

and just a side note... i fucking love dawson's creek reruns...

AND it should be called pacey's creek... dawson sucks

ha talk about regression

so...... yeah fuck don paBLOW's... fuck idiots that call west... fuck trying to wake up early to go tanning... fuck no food i nthe house... fuck working every day of your life... fuck bitches for moms... fuck cars that piss on you and new windsheilds with cracks... fuck not going to a show for a hot minute...and last but not least fuck looking foward to yet another sober uneventful thursday night in what are supposedly the best years of my life...
cause if these are the good times, lord knows if i will make is to my 30's... fuck foreign countries, fuck the drinking age... fuck old friends.. and hell fuck the new ones too- they only want one thing from you... fuck old boyfriends- the same goes for them... fuck the scene... fuck shitty bands on mtv...
fuck not being at longwood with my friends... fuck cleaning up after sloppy ass people who come to restaraunt with shitty food- i think this falls under the category of fuck d.p.blow's but oh well... fuck you ha

i feel a little better

alsso ... ead
i'm out

i am not irish

Thu, 18 Mar 2004 05:06:38 GMT

i have red hair green eyes AND a name with a mc... but i'm not irish. nor will the promise of kisses and beer ever make me claim a heritage that is not my own.
ahhaha happy st patty's day fuckers

yeah today's tee reads : DEATH TO WOMBAT

erin you knwo why... i am assssstired
hungry
uhhh

nothing else tooo new

twatever

Tue, 16 Mar 2004 18:28:55 GMT

helping you out again with your car: 5 dollars (for gas)

excpecting sushi and ending up with bennigans: 20 dollars

realizing that no matter how much i think things are different, they will alaways be the same: priceless (or worthless depedning on how you look at things)

in a funk that i haven't been in for awhile... and i have a feeling it is all because of you

i guess even tho i do forgive, i can;t ever forget the things you said to me... and you know its evern harder because i don't know if you really meant them or not
and when you add the fact that i want to do the things i feel comfortable doing with you, like laying or nothing at all, i feel the need to fill the silence with akward words for fear that we'll be in the same situation once again.
which begs the question: what do you wnat from me?

i'd do anything to makes things right again, to not feel so confused and akward when i am around you... for once i need you to give me some direction

apache

Mon, 15 Mar 2004 05:39:53 GMT

that damn song is in my head

st patty's day wed... any suggestions?

tomorrow. tanning early, shower...

sushi with an old "friend"... heh
i love sushi
work 5 to 1
sleep.
can;t type long sentences due to exhaustiion

shit of the day= "k"abin

nighty night douchbags

today is saturday

Sun, 14 Mar 2004 06:48:20 GMT

yeah so i feeeel so out of it
i keep forgetting that tomorrow is sunday and i have to pull a double which means don paBLOW'S from 12 to 4 then west from 4:30 to 12... not to mention the fact that i actually for the first time in 2 months have worked the 2:30pm to 1 am shift that i have been scheduled to work at west.... and go figure today was the day that i found out the was an error when they input the schedules into the computer... so i am getting some points taken back.. SCORE... ah i just realized that you prolly have no clue what i am tlaking baout.. uhhh they give you pinst for when you are late or leave early and shit... points are bad... i have a lot of them... end of story..

oh yeah... t-shirt of the day: "when life gets you down you just say fuck it, and eat yourself some motherfucking candy"
~david sedaris " me talk pretty one day"

oh yeah and another score today= erin's parents wanting to buy us a house and have us pay rent to them... sometimes i feel as though i were born into the wrong family.. ha but then a shit on that score.. my mom bringing up the military everytime i talk about the future... fuck that shit... man and if they gave me a gun i'd prolly end up shooting my superior officer in the face for yelling at me and shit... GOOOOO

and in other news... my mexican boyfriend was not at work today
hahah so gay

alright dudes and dudettes ( reaffirming my whiteness in the eyes of those who think i have become black)

i'm out like martha stewart in a trailer park